i only just noticed Alexander Skarsgard is in the lady ga ga video paparazzi.

how did i not recognize him sooner?!?

i think the writers are going to have a hard time topping this season! Hopefully True Blood will get another.

its been a while since i found a show that interested me this much :)

i just saw the latest episode of True Blood and i thought it was absolutely amazing!! the best episode to date.

God, i am so Bored!

summer holidays are not the greatest time for me. i have so far read 6 books in the past 2/3 weeks, just finished the last of the J.R Ward series, until November anyway and now i have no more reading material.

i would like to find somthing along the lines of the books i have been reading this year, including the series by kelly Armestrong and Karen chance. i prefer series, they last longer, fill up more of my time.

dont supose anyone knows any good fantasy/horror type books? or am i the only one sad enough to be bored off my ass this summer?

this is kinda melancholy but...

is there really any point to all this?

is true happiness only found in books/TV/movies?


?

i am stressing!! seriously stressing!!!

my art projects are due in next week, so other than tomorrow i have pretty much run out of time and i am no where near finished!!

OMG what the hell am i going to do?! there is no way im getting it all done tomorrow!
:( to bad there's not a sadder face than that.

WIP's make me sad.

Especially when you read it hasn't been updated since like 2005 or 2007! :(

I'll never understand what makes people/writers just completely drop off the face of the earth without even a "goodbye, not coming back" note.

i have been reading fandom secrets this week, i find it quite amusing, however im haveing trouble with the Acronyms, Abbreviations and Initialisms and i wondererd if anyone of you out there could help.

the ones that are bugging me most:-

OTP
RPS, RPF
UST
OT3
FFW
/b/

S!, B!S, N!S - ! WHY?

What is:-

crack fic
rule 34
a furry
mary sue
hetalia

i have found out that BNF means big somthing fan and im guessing IRL is in real life.

yes i have searched google, if anyone can help me out id much apperciate it! :-)

sometimes i feel like im trapped here, stuck in this room, almost as if the city is somehow too small and im just existing, watching all other people live their lives around me, having fun. watching tv, movies, reading blogs makes me feel like im missing out on something, like im standing on the side lines looking on as actors, celebrities, ordinary people just live doing things they want to do. makes me feel really insignificant. i hate that feeling.

I do a Art and Design course. i now have to find passages in books that describe a scene/scenery so i can draw it/them (there will hopefully be several) only i dont really read books, as in the paper kind with a front cover, im more the fanfiction kind which i can't use.

so lets skip ahead to my question for all you fine book reads out there.

do you know of any that could help me from your favourite books? or just a scene that stood out to you? preferable not with too many poeple in it.

i plan to try and take the books out of the library or find extracts online, i just need the title, and maybe a decription of the scene. i hoping thats all i will need.

i appreciate any help anyone could give me. thanks.

Does anyone watch las Vegas? the tv show? well if you dont then the following entry will mean nothing to you, but i need to vent as usual.

i didnt have the channel when series 5 of the show aired and through the help of youtube i was able to watch the final episode last night to see if it all turned out ok for the characters. (i like happy endings so sue me.) well thats the thing, we dont know, as the show gave a 'to be continued' ending (this is acording to youtube so please correct me if im wrong) which totally sucks beacuse obviously it aint gonna be continued!

how can they do that? they must know that a show is going to be canceled before hand and could have changed the ending a little! this wasnt my favourite show, im not sure it made it to my top 5, but with this crappy ending it seems like 5 years a veiwing has been completely wasted! now i will never know what happend to her baby! i could make up and ending but its just not the same.

i am outraged they would do this to us. by us i mean others who watched the show. i dont want to sound crazy, but explaining that made me sound crazy anyway. nevermind.

end.

Have a Very Merry Christmas everyone!

or whatever Holiday you celebrate, let it be a Happy one!

most poeple are probably not going to know what im talking about, but for anyone in the UK with Virgin tv you will.

The Skyone channel is coming back to cable tomorrow! This means i will be able to watch my favourate show Bones on tv again, Yay!  as well as see that new show Fringe which i have been meaning to check out as well as buffy re-runs and other cool shows i have been missing for two YEARS while they sorted out money differences.

i know its only a channel but im just so excited and happy about it!

is that kinda pathetic?

i dont really have a happy, giddy icon so i guess Dr.Horrible will have to do.

it snowed, it SNOWED!!! i love, love, LOVE snow! im just a big kid really it makes me so happy : )
it will most likely be gone tomorrow but i dont care. it almost never snows here. i should move.

p.s im feeling much better thanks to Sudafed and anyone who wished me get well's

stupid title but i have to get this down or i wont be able to sleep. this is just a rant about my ex bf and how much he pisses me off.

we are still  friends, but he is a needy bastard who only see's things from his stupid point of view and he is kind of a control freak when it comes to people/me, i dont really know how he is with his other friends/family.

he demands that i phone him evreyday at certain times and often gets mad when im late, working and forget or im out and dont answer, he asumes im ignoring him and he phones again which is crazy. then completely disobeys the rule we have that he not phone after 10.30pm as other people live here and dont want to be woken. when i bring it up he says he dosent care he wanted to speak to me and i didnt call like i said i would, like that gives him a right to wake my family at 1am.

the phone conversation usually consist of nothing topics like whether and college, and hypothetical questions such as - if you could pick a mystical creature to be real which would you choose, unicorns or dragons? and which way would you rather die?  - why is it out of my female friends i have never had long debates about pointless things like this, not while sober anyway. its such a typical boy thing to do!

God he is so infuriating! right now i have no idea why i even still speak to him. i feel like i could scream right now, why does he not get these simple human courtesies, he is such an arrogent bitch!!

for anyone who may have read that, im sorry for wasting your time but i do feel a little better now.  : )

ok, i read a fanfiction story a while ago and i quite liked it but i was rushing and didnt save it and now i have no idea where it is or what its called.

normally when this happens i just let it slide but this time i just can't seem to let it go.

so ive have been wracking my brain, Google and my History trying to find it and i just can't. This is frustrating the HELL out of me, i dont even remember why i wanted it again but im determinded to find it!

HELP!....    please : )

it was a B/A fic, i think it was set right after Angel gets his soul back. They think its too dangerous for him to stay or somthing but they basicly run Away to LA where the end up living in motels and getting really frustrated with each other being in confined space alot of the time. they argue. Buffy gets a crappy jobs as a waitress which Angel hates. Giles calls the council beacause Buffys friends believe that Angelus has taken her. Buffy eventually calls Willow to let them know she is ok but the coucil special ops team is already on the way to deal with the Angel and Buffy the 'rogue' slayer. they end up running some more and staying somewhere out of the way. Buffy dyes her hair red. they argue again he leaves, they miss each other and then Buffy finds out there is no more curse he sneaks into her room intent on staying away because of the argument but watching her anyway, in that way that he does. They miss each other too much he finds out about the curse they have lots of sex defeat the guys who are out looking for them and live happily ever after. or somthing to that effect.

i know that it wasnt on the sites i usually frequent which is whats making it so hard to track down. also i think it was archived somewhere with lots of other different ones again not making this easy.

if you have heard of it please let me know but i beginning to think its gone forever.  : (